I’m getting a late start to my week due to my recent assignment of jury duty. I reported on Monday with about 300 other potential jurors. After two hours they announced only 40 would stay because only one trial needed jurors. Of course out of those 40 I was selected. Thinking I would never be one of the 12 I went to the courtroom and soon found out I was juror number 3.
This was my second time getting selected to serve on a juror and although I did complain, it never fails to be an interesting process. Once the judge and the lawyers found out that I was a pastor they had many questions for me before they approved me for the jury. I keep thinking my title would get me thrown out, but they choose to keep me around.
The case began and the evidence was presented and we eventually found the 18 year old guilty. I believe beyond a reasonable doubt he was in fact guilty and I believe he got a pretty light sentence given all the judge said during sentencing, but that didn’t stop me from really feeling sorry for this young man. I didn’t feel sorry for him because the judge raised his voice at him at the end of trial asking him “how many times this was going to happen” or “what is it going to take to get his attention.” I didn’t feel sorry that he was going to spend 20 days in jail, although I realize he will spend his Christmas day behind bars. The reason I had compassion for him was because I wondered if anyone had ever introduced him to Jesus. Here in front of me was an 18 year old boy about to graduate High School and he didn’t have a clue.
The things of this world are very appealing and I understand if not for the grace of God that could have been me in that defendants chair. In fact that could have been any of us. I don’t want to be like the Pharisee who thanked God he was not like that tax collect, but instead like the tax collect who prayed for mercy. You know what is worse than dealing drugs? Is to be PROUD that you are not a drug dealer. You know what is worse than being a murder? Is to be PROUD that you are not one. We sit where we sit today not because of our own goodness, but only through the goodness and grace of our eternal God. Let me leave you with a couple of verses:
When pride comes, then comes disgrace,but with the humble is wisdom. —Proverbs 11:2
One’s pride will bring him low, but he who is lowly in spirit will obtain honor. —Proverbs 29:23
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